Just Let Me Cry

"When I agreed that God could put this heart inside me, I understood that there would be a chance that it would break. But I know He knows exactly how I'm feeling, and I know in time He'll take the pain away, but for now just let me cry. 'Till every tear has fallen. Don't ask when, and don't ask why." - Hilary Weeks

I have felt so close to the Lord today. I love Him very much. I am so grateful to be His Daughter and for the knowledge I have that I will be with Him again one day. I'm so grateful for my friends and family, and my amazing boyfriend who keep me going to this day. This song is so deep and meaningful, and whatever I face in life, I know the Savior stands beside me. My testimony has indeed been strengthened today. ♥ I have a few struggles going on in my heart right now, and I simply feel nobody understands. I am feeling so overwhelmed by the Spirit today. Every time I go to cry, or go to complain, etc. I feel at a loss for words. Nothing will come out. I keep thinking about my Father in Heaven. I feel His love surrounding me. I know He is here with me.

"I have felt joy, the kind that makes my heart wanna sing. So my tears are not a surrender, I'll feel that way again. But for now, for this moment, just let me cry. I know it's hard to see, but the pain I feel isn't going away today." - Hilary Weeks

This song is beautiful and has the exact words to how I'm feeling today. Sometimes I feel really bad about complaining to others. Or talking to them about my struggles, even if it's been days, weeks, months, years since the actual event. I'm a very attachable person. I'm fragile. But I'm strong. Yes, I hold onto things. Yes I have a hard time moving on. Yes, I struggle. But I'm human. God never said it would be easy. He only said it would be worth it. I'm grateful it's not easy. I'm grateful I have these trials. I'm grateful I am becoming stronger. I'm grateful that I'm being shaped into a strong Daughter of God. I love my Father in Heaven. I wasn't sure how to post this today. Or if I should even post at all. But I forget it's my blog, and I can share what I want. And today, I'm sharing the tender mercies of the Lord. I'm sharing that He didn't leave me standing alone. He was and still is with me through this day when I didn't think I could make it on my own. What a humbling day it has been, and I pray to have this feeling always. I am so blessed and so lucky.

I testify that our Father in Heaven loves us. I know He does. I know He is watching over us every single day. When we feel nobody, and I'm talking, not a single.soul. understands how we're feeling. He does. He truly does. He is our Father. If anyone knows us best, it's Him. We need to turn to him in times of trial. For He is our escape. He is our way to happiness. He is our way to better days. Our moment and time is now. And who better to walk with than Him? I love my Heavenly Father. So very, very much. In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.

"I WILL NOT FAIL THEE" - Derek Hegsted