Love Never Fails You

This is it. This is for me. This is my love. This is my life. This is my blessing. This is my journey.

It's all for me. I've been given every single thing in my life, and I deserve it all. I truly have been through so much, and I have been blessed even greater than what I have been through. It's true when they say, the Lord will not take something from your life without replacing it with something greater.

I remember when I dated this boy that I thought I loved in high school. There was a lot of drama, and heartbreak, and cute texts, and fights, and everything in between. I didn't think there was a greater anything than the guy I had in my life at the moment... but little did I know the Lord had something in store for me, much greater than I could have ever dreamed of.

Being with Brady has made me realize what it really means to love someone. To want everything and more for someone. To look at someone in the eyes, and tell them they deserve everything they want, they deserve the world. I have never emotionally, spiritually and physically cared about someone so much, as I have Brady.

Yes, I know I say this a lot, and yes I know I talk about Brady and express my love for him a lot. I know.

Tonight I can literally feel the Spirit engulf my heart. I can truly say my Father is with me tonight as my heart longs for my sweetheart. He knows of my wants, needs and desires. He knows my pains, weaknesses and frustrations. He knows me better than anyone else. Which is exactly why He knows I deserve Brady. I need Brady. I cannot continue my journey back to Him without Brady. I cannot imagine that.

Brady is what I need. He helps me through my struggles. He comforts me, even being in England. These past two years he has done nothing but make sure I am happy and well taken care of. Nobody has ever done that for me. Nobody has cared so much about the future as much as Brady has. Nobody has been more desiring of the Temple than Brady. Nobody is Brady.

"Think the best of each other.

Especially those you say you love.

Assume the good and doubt the bad.

True love beareth all things,

Believeth all things, Hopeth all things,

Endureth all things."

-Jeffrey R. Holland

My heart is so full tonight. It is so full of love for Brady. I would sacrifice everything for him. It is the most amazing feeling when you can say that to someone and you feel your heart jump, and your stomach flutter because the truth that you hear in those words means the world. I love Brady so very very much. Some may understand, others may not. And I obviously do not have a problem letting people know.

I just wanted to say how grateful I am for my Father in Heaven. For constantly listening to my prayers at night, some full of tears, some full of happiness I almost can't stay on my knees. I'm so grateful for his constant guidance, and knowing I am His Daughter. I am so grateful for this gospel, and for the knowledge I have that families can be together forever. I'm so grateful for the wonderful examples I have around me. It really means a lot.

I miss my sweetheart so much, but it won't be long before we're reunited, and I hope everyone is just dying for that day to come like I am ;) Love you very very much Brady. With my whole heart, to the moon and back. Forever.

Love is not proud. Love does not boast. Love after all, matters the most. Love does not run. Love does not hide. Love does not keep locked inside. Love is the river that flows through. Love never fails you. Love will sustain. Love will provide. Love will not cease at the end of time. Love will protect. Love always hopes. Love still believes when you don't. Love is the arms that are holding you. Love never fails you. When my heart won't make a sound. When I can't turn back around. When the sky is falling down. Nothing is greater than this, greater than this. Love is right here. Love is alive. Love is the way. The truth, the life. Love is the river than flows through. Love is the arms that are holding you. Love is the place you will fly to. Love never fails you.