100 DAYS LEFT

eeeeek.

I am SO excited.

I've officially waited 631 days.

A lot of people have given me grief with this waiting thing.

And let me tell you, it has not been easy on me.

Even though I try not to envy other girls and their waiting experience.

Sometimes its just really hard.

I've had people say mean things,

laugh at me, and make me feel foolish.

They try to joke and act surprised that I 

haven't "Dear Johned" him yet,

Or they just flat out think it's a horrible

thing to be waiting and that I'm the biggest

distraction ever, and that I shouldn't wait at all.

I've even been disliked by some people.

All of this is so frustrating and heartbreaking.

Nobody knows what it's like until you're in the

shoes of an MG. To be alone, and the only person

to turn to is 4832947394734723 miles away,

is hard.

Absolutely hard.

I'm not going to change how I am.

I'm not going to change WHO I am.

I'm not going to change how I'm waiting.

I'm not going to change what I post on here,

or my Facebook, etc.

I'm not going to stop counting down in every

way possible.

I'm not going to stop being excited.

I'm not going to stop anything.

I'm content with myself and my life.

I need to work harder on letting people effect it less.

Wow, that was quite the rant.

But I'm done now.

So let's enjoy a cute picture of my boyfriend,

shall we?

But remember, he's mine.

:)