Sincere Answer to My Prayer.

I've had this prayer running in my heart for the past couple weeks. In fact, past couple months. It involves Brady. Whether things will workout. Whether things won't. Whether he is the one Heavenly Father needs me to be with forever. He's been the best boyfriend in the entire world. In fact, he's been the best boyfriend I will ever have. Brady is mine forever.

Brady listens to me. He comforts me. He makes me laugh. He respects me. He's perfect for me. He makes me happy. He's silly. He has jokes. He lets me cry when I need. He lets me be mad and punch him when he teases me. He lets me snuggle to him. He lets me know his deepest secrets, and I let him know mine. He lets me stare at his gorgeous green eyes. He lets me wear his jackets and take naps on the slackersack. He opens my car door, even if we pulled into the garage. He likes to pay for things. He likes to write me special notes. He likes to Skype me and blow me kisses through the camera. He has picture taking wars on Skype with me. He tells me how pretty I am. He tells me he loves me. He plays jello with me in the car. He plays the VW car game with me. He lets me write gushy letters to him, and spiritual ones too. Sometimes I like to blog about him just because I'm so lucky and I want the world to know how deeply in love I still am. Today was an answer to my prayer.

I thought I could do this without him. I thought that I could not worry and let him focus on his mission, and not be "tied" to him. Now I know why I've never been able to get rid of him.... now I know why I've always been scared to break things off with him. Now I know why there was never a reason to break up with him.... because he's my eternity.... He's my everything. He is truly the one I love. Brady is one incredible person. Even if he is clear across the world, serving the Lord for 13 more months, he's still everything I want and more. I'm embarrassed that it took his recent letter to honestly confirm everything I've been praying for, for a while. This mission has seriously been the best thing to happen to the both of us. He has grown so much as a person, and now, I feel like I have too. I've gone through so many hard things that has taught me so much. Spiritually, Brady is amazing. His testimony has grown incredibly! It's amazing to hear it from him :) I know I have just a little under 13 months left, but I know I can make it. I want to make it. I love Brady Ziegler with every bit of my heart. He is the one I want to be with for eternity. I just hope and pray that Heavenly Father will bless me enough to keep him.

One thing learned, never give up something you want now, for something you want in the future. Brady, I'm never giving you up. You are my everything and I love you.

So without further ado, here is my 35th letter :) 

 

"I still love you just as much. I adore you. I cherish your letters and my memories of you. You are my hope."

"Never forget that I love you."

Brady, I promise I will never forget it. 

As we grow older together, as we continue to change with age, there is one thing that will never change... I will always keep falling in love with you. :)