Wednesday, June 15, 2011

My Apologies.

Okay, so I haven't blogged in like, a few days.
Weird, to be honest.
But I'll let you know what's up.
So brace yourself.

So I've been pretty sick since about Sunday night/Monday morning. I got a terrible cold; case of the sore through, coughing and stuffy nose. My head felt huge and it hurt so bad to swallow. Some of you know my medical condition and so when I get a cold, my lymph nodes swell, which causes my cyst to become irritated (because it's just happily sitting in the middle of my neck) and that causes very much pain for me. When we first found out my cyst was located in that area, it was caused by me not being able to swallow, or breathe very well. I went into the E.R. where we then determined we needed to do surgery. So being sick, is pretty hard on me. Even if it's just a cold, so that's why I've been a little absent from my blog, but I'm feeling better today. Just keep your fingers crossed that all it was, was a cold! :/

Well, Monday I started my training at America First Credit Union's training center! It's been a crazy week (so far) but I'm learning more about finances than I ever imagined I would. I'm kind of having to study a little bit, but that's okay. Credit Union's are a big deal, and I want to feel comfortable a accurate when working with members and their money! First two days were just the basic, new employee, introduction to the policies, rules, and such! But today was actual teller training, and it got a little overwhelming for me. But I'm not giving up and I'm going to continue to work hard!! :)

Also, I was able to go to Institute tonight, and we discussed Dating in the Book of Mormon. Haaa! At first I thought, okay, maybe there are examples of parents!?!? I don't know!! But then the more we discussed, the more the Spirit spoke to me, and the more I learned that the Book of Mormon does in fact teach us about dating. Crazy, and not often thought of, but it's true! I always comment. Always. Like, without fail do I have some sort of comment, or inspiration or thought come to mind that I love to share. Sometimes I always have to ask myself, Are you only sharing so others will think your responses are great? If so, are you going to let pride take over your heart? and Why won't you just write it down? Maybe the Spirit only intended for you to have that thought. So then I'm stuck. I'm not sure if anyone else suffers from this, but I always feel like I share too much. Is that possible!? Sometimes, I feel like I cause the teacher, whether it's been from seminary, institute, church classes, or anything of that sort, to think I'm a "know-it-all," and that's not what I want. Sometimes I just feel like, what I will share could possibly help somebody. Or lead the Spirit to help another person receive personal revelation, etc. I just stress myself out about this all the time. It's like, the teacher gives me 2 or 3 times to say something and then after that, I have to wait to share until next time. Even if tons of others are sharing. Darnet. Now I'm complaining... :( Anyway, I just really have a hard time.. Guess I should just pray. :)

And last but not least (at least, the last thing I can think of blogging about), is the sneak peak of my family pictures :)

1 comment:

emily said...

I work for a credit union also! They're the best place to work at! And dont get stressed, it gets super easy!