Missing You

I'm missing my sweetheart today.

I wish I had current pictures of him and I. :(

Brady's uncle shared this song with me, and it makes me feel like crying whenever I listen to it, but it really explains how I've been feeling for the past 3 months (next wednesday!!!) and how I'll continue to feel for the next 21!!

I just love him a lot, and really care for him a lot.

It's been hard having to go different directions for myself.

I am constantly reminding myself that he's on a mission growing, and that I need to be doing the same. But it seems to be really difficult for me!

I just want to grow with him. I just want to hear his voice. He seems so unreal. Like if I didn't have anyone, and I wanted the perfect man, I would dream of Brady, as if he was never real. Even though he is, I still feel that way. I cannot wait till he comes home. I'm just going to say it.

I need my sweetheart.